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地点
I am a right-hemisphered girl.

I've lost my illussion
I've drowned in your words
I've left my confusion to a cynical world
I amthrowing myself at things i don't understand
discovering enlightment holding your hands.....
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Farenheit

I am too shy to ask... I am too proud to lose....how will I know if I dare not to try....青春就是一本最好玩秘籍,开窍了你就会发现奇迹
9月30日

My dear motherland..

 
 
 
没有风雨躲得过,没有坎坷不必走,
永远爱着你的爱,梦着你的梦,
追逐着你的追逐,快乐着你的快乐,
我亲爱的祖国六十年大庆!!
 
 
明天就是国庆节,想不到曾经幻想着“飞来飞去”生活的我,此刻能感觉到这么深的思念
 
2月18日

故乡 征途 漂泊者 自由 期盼

 

冰雪早已覆盖我的足迹
远方的炊烟摇曳温暖的召唤
风儿无法吹断我回望的视线
家园好像永远征途漫漫

一座座山 一道道岭 一片片川
我的故土这么难舍难离
一步步风霜 一阵阵雪雨 一次次别离
会很希望我们永不放弃

不知到底 我会走向哪里
只凭着不灭的希望和一片丹心豪义
旅途仿佛是越来越清晰
我的心常在梦里来来去去

你的怀抱温暖我冻裂的期盼
期盼在天边 那里命运会改变

千山万水走过只为这一片
自由的天地自由的家园

漂泊者的家到底在哪一边
回首故乡遥远 抬头前路依旧茫然

纵然只有倒下才是终点
我只有未来没有从前

。。。

7月27日

How can technology not help improve humanity!

 
 
说明: 《汴水流》系 唐·白居易 原词,由《江山风雨情》原著作者朱苏进改编。


    長相思      白居易
汴水流,泗水流,流到瓜州古渡頭,吳山點點愁。
思悠悠,恨悠悠,恨到歸時方始休,月明人倚樓
 
 
Thanks to the technology that bring me this soul-touching music, inspire me to look for more about the lyrics, it turns out to be this wonderful poem, at that moment, a thousand years isn't long enough to prevent us feeling the same, at that moment, I am nothing more than those acient girls, my mind just natually flies to those moutains, rivers, islands... without the concept of time, inspite I have grow up surrounding by modern technologies.
 
How can someone say technology only does harm to humanity?
 
 
1月30日

kfc和三只猪

昨天和小朱,小胖去了kfc(尽管我不怎么吃鸡肉,小胖请客我还是去了),今天又和宝宝买了两只粉色的猪拖鞋,要是天天这么开心多好!去看我的相册吧,呵呵
12月5日

English homework subjected by how to let go

How to let it go------face it! Treasure it! Time will fix everything

 

I have heard one saying that goes like this:  you can spend one second to meet somebody, one minute to know somebody, one day to fall in love with some somebody, but you have to spend your whole life to forget them. That sounds so unfair, but it is true, isn’t it?

Let’s just admit it, you can never forget something or somebody you ever tried to forget or get over, your heart is always so hard to be manipulated by your head.  When I see this subject, how to let it go, see what images popped up in my head:  ……, one word, distracting myself.   How did that work?  The harder I tried, the deeper had it been buried in my heart, and that part of heart is so vulnerable, it can be touched without any notice, with a subtle and undescribable pain.

There are always ups and downs in our life, there are laughs and tears, excitement and sorrows, and that is the beauty of  human nature, that is what makes you as you,   just like flowering and withering, birth and death are rules of the great nature, which make our world so colorful and fruitful.

Every pain proves you have feelings, every scar and every sigh witnesses the steps that lead you to what you are.

So don’t try to forget it, don’t try to distract yourself from it, face it!  Cry when you are welling up, that’s why you have tears; Argue when you are angry, that’s why you have tongues; Speak up Whine when you feel hopeless,  that’s why you have voice(at least one of the reasons);run when you want to run, sing when you want to sing…….. Don’t ever try to hide or kill your true feelings especially to yourself, these feelings are gifts from nature even they can be painful, they all make you a complete you at the very moment,  face and treasure every feeling of your own is the best way to respect yourself and the world you belong to.  We don’t need to manipulate ourselves about how to let it go, then what is the big answer? Time. When the sun rises day after day, the trees turn green year after year, it goes anyway, and you, you grow.

10月12日

my waking hope, my sleeping dream

我早已意识到,音乐可以锁住感觉,那是心的感动。有过很多次这样的经历,在特定的心境下或是特别的旅途中,偶然听了一首歌,一曲音乐,一种莫名的感动会突然产生。一段或短或长的时间过去以后,当再次听到这音乐的时候,你似乎又回到了当时的那个场景,那种感觉,灵魂似乎回到了那时的你的身旁,静静的看着,体会着,直到音乐结束。

艺术,之所以成为艺术,这所以能够在不同的时间和空间内引起共鸣,也许就是因为它是可以不通过脑子而直接和人的心灵对话的吧。艺术,并不是那么高高在上,那么阳春白雪,艺术感动你的时候,激荡或是安慰你的心的时候,它才称之为艺术。人的心灵是朴素的,艺术即是朴素的。

我相信美术和音乐有同样的效果,只是我个人对美术比较迟钝,对音乐更加敏感。也许在这点上有个人和我有着一样的敏感偏好,记得林徽因曾说过,建筑是凝固的音乐。建筑感动了她的心,所以它用音乐来标注了建筑的艺术特性。

我不认为自己是个多愁善感的人,具体的表现就是我不是经常写blog。这段日子的我变得尤为sentimental,
想念芬兰想的厉害,自己都说不清楚为什么,也不愿意去多追究。只是经常听那段日子听过的歌曲,那些曾在芬兰伴随过我的心的音乐,有时心中的感情真的已经让心灵无以复加而必须要化为有形而从眼睛中流出。

现在的我发现,任心中的感情尽情释放任意流淌,不管它是快乐还是痛苦,而不加以限制的让它化为文字,原来始终特殊的享受,非甜非苦,没有一个准确的形容词,自己却实实在在的感觉到了。以前的我是不会这样做的。

也许我的心中形成了一种生物钟,感情敏感程度的生物钟。去年的这个时候也是我最多愁善感的时候,写东西写的最多的时候。是啊,日出日落造就了人身体的生物钟,为什么四季的循环、天空和树叶颜色的轮回、空气味道的周而复始不能造就人心灵的生物钟呢。。。。。


失去的总是最好的,这句话能否解释我当初的迷茫和现在的想念,我不知道也不关心。伴随着现在近乎疯狂的想念,我隐约感觉得到心中有一种期待,它一方面如此强烈,可以驱使我的心跨过千里万里,而同时它又如此微弱,如此虚幻,是啊,我的脑子不可避免的起着不可抗拒的作用,well, 我的期待, still not that frail that can be killed, at least not in the music, check out these lyrics I adore most:
    
In this fair land i'll stay no more
here labor is in vain
I'll seek the mountains far away
andleave the fertile plain

Where waves of grass and oceans roam
into infinity
I stand ready on the shore
to cross the inland sea.

I am going to the west
you say you will not go me
you turn your eyes away
you say you will not follow me
no matter what I say

I will jorney to the place
that was shaped by heaven's hand
I will build for me a bow
where angel's footprints mark the land
where castle rocks and towers high
kneel to valleys wide and green
all my thoughts are turned to you
my waking hope, my sleeping dream

And when sun gives way to moon
and silver starlight fills the sky
in the arms of these last hills
is where I'm bound to lie

wind my blanket earth my bed
my canopy a tree '
willows by the riverside
will whisper me to sleep

我不得不说,诗歌也是一种艺术,记得这句吗,“日暮乡关何处是,烟波江上使人愁”, 心灵的乡关,真的“使人愁”而一生难寻吗?

my waking hope, my sleeping dream,  home of my heart.........

10月10日

words to a friend

Dear eve, I also often get sick of the way my world is now, but I don't have the time
to figure out what i can do to improve it, I even haven't clearly understand what I am, I just
keeping going without knowing where to go and where i am going.
 
Everytime I read your words it's like a refreshment of myself, giving me some clue where I am, some to
inspire me to track down myself.
 
The more I read from you, the stronger I feel that I can store one part
of me in your page, everytime I open your page, I possess this part.
I don't know if this  means anything to you, but I have to say,  I like you just the way you are, or at least what you
have shown me, so don't even think about demolishing any part of you after some other people's asking, it'll be such a
shame to lose an eve in the contemporary.
 
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